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My mommy wants to plan a graduation/birthday party for me. Let’s see how this goes.

Since everyones busy, I figure I write my anger and disappointment through here. Coming home from work today I got the biggest lecture ever. It was short, only lasted about 5 minutes but I’m sure its gonna go on again later.

My dad asked me what I was gonna end up doing in college. I said I was gonna study to be a nurse. After all these months of battling with me to pursue that career, he asks me ” are you sure you want that? Is it because me and mama are telling you to do that? Are you just taking that up because we want you to? ” I answered that truthfully with a big ” Yes “. He looked shocked, why? I have no clue. Then he told me that if I do go to the school they’ve been wanting me to go to, I would have to commute on my own. The car they promised me if I did go to their choice school, was pulled away from me as quickly as it was promised. Of course the decision isn’t final yet. I’d still have to talk to my mom. But just hearing my dad take away what they promised me made my heart sink. I guess it won’t be all that bad commutting by bus cause that’s what I wanted to do to go to BMCC in the first place but just when I had my mind actually straight on going to Nassau to become a nurse, they suddenly change their mind. I mean, I’m giving up my DREAM career just so I can fulfill yours, can’t I get something for that? Something that would help me achieve YOUR dreams that much easier?